You are my poison

For all the time I know,

You've been around

My pillar, my base,

The keeper of my race.

I bestowed in you my hope,

My reason to be,

My focal when there was no scope.

I nourished you and 

You lead to my sustenance.

How can things come to halt in 

Fraction of instance?

Best of allies, we stood on the same lines

I kept my balance and you endured being on my sides.

I entrusted my love and trust in thee,

I know you had hopes from me.

We betrayed eachother,

You say it is too much to seek,

I only have to say, I have no more to give.

Some secrets are best kept,

There is joy in not knowing it all,

Your sound is my voice, 

The parallels that never meet,

You are my poison indeed.